The Hard Times

The month of February was a very hard time for me. It was a time of fault for me and nothing was going right in my life. My girlfriend had broken up with me and I lost my job and I was kicked out of my house. I started hanging out with the wrong group of people then I started doing the wrong things. I started drinking and doing all types of drugs that my parents wouldn't approve of me doing. First I started off smoking cigarettes then I was getting drunk and I needed something stronger to make me feel better. So I started smoking weed and drinking liquor all day and every day. Then that got old and I needed something stronger and more risk taking so I started snorting powdered cocaine and that made me feel unstoppable and fearless. It made me feel a way nothing else could ever do to me. My parents found out that was doing these drugs because I was skipping school and not showing up for practice. I thought I was Tony Montana the way that I was doing those drugs. I also lost all of my scholarships to play football and my whole life. Nobody wanted to talk to me or be around me anymore because I was a drug addict and would do anything just to get a hit. I was stealing things and breaking into peoples houses and robbing them for everything they had and trading them in. I evened pawned the two football state championship rings that I had for just one more hit. I am currently in rehab right now trying to stay sober and not get addicted to the drugs again.